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Summary: going through breakups can be devastating, but having a friend like Jimin can put things in perspective. Unfortunately, he finds a reason to have reservations on whether or not the be more than friends so soon.
genre: semi-smut, fluff, angst
“Hey… It’s me. Can we talk?” I felt so lied to and betrayed, but most of all, I just needed a friendly presence.
“Of course. I’m on my way.” Jimin said in a soothing tone. I instantly felt better and in a matter of minutes, here was there. It was as if this day would never end. First, my boyfriend tells me he’s ‘out’ and will be back later when I go to pick up some dinner for us and I find him on a date with some other girl. I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt, but He leaned in and kissed her. My heart broke in half and I ended it with him then and there.
Jimin knocked on the door and I hollered, “It’s open!” He let himself in and went straight to the living room where I was, curled up on the couch and hating the world. If there was anyone that can make me feel better in this situation its Jimin. He’s the only guy I trust right now.
“Are you okay?” He asked and I turned my head to look at him. “No, you’re not.” He said softly. He saw the tears staining my cheeks and puffy eyes. “Wait. Hold that thought.” He went into my kitchen and made me a mug of cocoa and grabbed a blanket off of the chair and wrapped me in it. He handed me the mug and continued our conversation. “Tell me what’s wrong, babes.” He sat down and I leaned my head on his shoulder.
“He cheated on me with some dumb girl he works with…” I said in a flat tone. “Oh no. I’m so sorry, Y/n.” He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and rubbed my arm while I took a few sips. His chin rested on my head and my tears started to fall. “Please don’t cry. It’ll all be okay.”
“I know… It just sucks for now.” I replied while putting my mug on the coffee table. “I just don’t understand why. Am I not enough?”
“Of course you are. He thought he could have it better and it backfired. He lost an amazing girl because he couldn’t get his act together and realize how good he has it.” I know he’s right about him, but I couldn’t help but linger on all the kind things he said about me. I brought my head up and he looked back at me with his sweet brown eyes that can cure all sin. His plump lips shaped into an encouraging smile and I had to do something.
I couldn’t hold it back anymore. I slowly leaned in and kissed him. I felt a rush of sparks and fireworks the second he kissed me back and held me close to him. I turned myself and sat on his lap, deepening our kiss.
I’ve wanted to feel his lips on mine for the longest time, but it was never right.When we met. I wanted to make my move, but before I knew it I was trapped in the friend zone.
His hand traveled down to my ass, squeezing it. I gasped and he slipped his tongue into my mouth, massaging it over mine. I pressed myself against his body and he groaned with pleasure.
“Wait… What are we doing?” He broke away and my heart sank. “Y/n, you’re my best friend…” Oh god. It’s happening. He’s rejecting me. “We can’t do this. I don’t want to be a rebound.”
“You’re not!” I said. “Since the day we met, I’ve been falling for you and you’ve shown me that you aren’t interested so I just stayed in the friend zone and met that jerk of an ex to get over you, but it didn’t work because every time he wasn’t there or put me through ridiculous mind games, you were there. Every single time, Jimin. I’m so sorry that I didn’t say anything before, but… I just thought your mind was made up.”
He sat there with me in his lap, staring at me, seeing me break down in front of him. I covered my face with my hands when I felt the tears start to build up and I got off of him.“You don’t have to stay. I know that was a lot.” I said to him. My voice wavered with each word and It was clear now more than ever that I really only cared about Jimin.
“Y/n…”
“Just go.” I whimpered. “No.” He said back. I lifted my head and he continued. “I’m not leaving you here like this. I had no idea that you wanted to be more than friends, or that I was leading you to believe that I wasn’t interested. I’ve been interested in you too. That’s the only reason I always show up when you need comfort.” He scooted closer and wiped my tears for me. “You have nothing to feel sorry for. Yes, what you just said was a lot to process, but I know exactly how it feels. We’re both guilty.”
I smiled to myself and finally worked up the courage to look him in the eye again. “Jimin, you will never be my rebound guy. You’ve been the goal since day one.” I admitted. He smiled at me and kissed me again. "Tell you what. We’ll take things slow. That way in a couple weeks we know we’re not just in this because of the heat of the moment and we can be exclusive. Okay?“ I nodded at him and he pulled me in for a hug.
In the end, we were right to take things slow for two weeks, because those two weeks turned into two months and then two years and now it’s our happily ever after.
I sat on the couch in Namjoon’s studio, watching him work on a new song. He always gets so lost in his tracks and inspired by the music. It’s so interesting to just observe how he creates his hits. My eyes wandered around the room and I saw Namjoon’s puppy, Rapmaon was looking a bit lonesome.
“Rapmonnie~ Come cuddle.” I opened my arms and was shocked to see my dimpled boyfriend walking over to me. He fell into my arms and turned me over so I was laying under him. I giggled at his goofy mood and he lifted his head to look me in the eyes.
“What?” he asked.
“I mean the other Rapmonnie,” I said. He pouted for a second and got back up and slumped in his chair in front of his computer. I patted my legs and Rapmon trotted over and jumped into my lap. I ran my fingers over his white fur and listened to the song Namjoon just made.
“It sounds good, babe.”
“Yeah…” He said in a low voice.
“What’s wrong? You don’t seem very confident. The song is really good.”
“I know, but it’s my dog who’s getting a cuddle for it.” I sighed and rolled my eyes playfully and let Rapmon off my lap. I got up and sat in Namjoon’s lap and wrapped my arm around his shoulder, hugging him tightly. His arms gripped my waist and he hugged me back. We sat there for a moment and he picked me up, coiling my legs around his hips and carrying me back to the couch.
“What are you doing?” I asked. He just nuzzled his head into my neck and kissed my skin.
A/N a fluff piece for anyone who needs some comfort from a bad storm
I squeezed my eyes shut while the horrible sounds continued. I cuddled into my boyfriend’s chest as his big arms held me tight. I jumped when I heard glass shattering and the wind whistling. I know it had to have been a window being broken from the storm,
“Just breathe, jagi. We’ll be okay. I promise.” Jin clutched onto me as a chill went up my spine. I could still hear the debris from outside as the rain and wind gusted violently. I just held his hands in mine and took a deep breath. He kissed the top of my head and cheek.
We stayed huddled together until the storm died down. He released my hands and turned around. “Stay here. I’m gonna go check things out.”
“No! Don’t! It can come back.”
“Then so will I. Don’t move.” He got up and walked upstairs. I heard his heavy footsteps as he walked around to look at the damage. My heart raced when he hurried downstairs. I got up and turned to face him
“Jin! What’s wrong? Are you hurt?”
“No, baby. it’s okay. It’s over now.” He cupped my face and kissed my lips. I kissed him back with all the love I had.
“Thank god,” I whispered against his lips. He kissed my forehead and held me close. “You were so brave Jagi. It’s all alright now.” I buried my face in his chest and breathed him in. He rested his head on top of mine and rocked me back and forth relieving me from my fear
Suga He would be amazed! He never thought he can like you more and here you are speaking his native language.
Rap Monster He is pleasantly surprised. He’s always wanted a s/o who speaks more than one language. Whether it be his native language or something he can learn himself.
J Hope He would be relieved! He does put forth the effort to learn a new language, but it’s always nice to hear someone speak your native language too.
Jimin He would try and show you off the rest of the world. He’d take you out to Korean markets and speak Korean to you just so you can reply back and shock the people around you two.
Taehyung He still wants to learn your native language too. He doesn’t want you speaking Korean to him all the time. He wants to meet you halfway and become fluent in whatever language you normally speak.
Junkook He would then try and teach you accents. He would burst out laughing when you use the Busan accent (His natural accent).
Jin He has the quirkiest dance moves of all time! it’s kinda the point to be terrible at it.
Suga He wouldn’t say anything. He doesn’t want you to get discouraged. He lowkey thinks you look adorable and doesn’t want to correct you.
Rao Monster He knows you trying your hardest, and that all that matters. He is known as an awkward dancer too and he doesn’t fight it. He just wants you to feel confident in your movements
J Hope He would be super patient with you. He wants you to keep trying. Every time you start to give up, he’ll give you a little kiss on the cheek to cheer you up.
Jimin “Aww, Jagiya… You can do this! I believe in you.” He’d hold your head up and smile at you. You already know he would never give up on you.
Taehyung If you messed up a move, he would actually make a whole new version of the dance. If anyone asked him what he was doing from then on, he;d just be like “It’s the Y/n style”
Jungkook Rolling on the floor! He thinks you look funny when you dance and ess up. But in a sweet way. He’ll take a break with you so you don’t work yourself up and will try it with you once you get your confidence back.
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